:: good news, bad news, shit happens, love happens... ::

February 06, 2008


Dear Luv,
(ditengah keputusasaan membuat 3-years report dku menulis ini hiks...)

Entering February, after a very hectic January, kerjaan dan tetekbengeknya mulai nampak dari imbas overload di bulan lalu -- as I've told you so.

Good news, bad news, shit happens, love happens... hmm many things yg belum sempat kusampaikan padamu. Mungkin kita harus duduk bersama dan akan kutumpahkan padamu apapun yg kamu mau dengar atau yang harus kutumpahkan dari pikiran yg (baru sebulan) sudah butuh re-charge.

Good news, Dita is joining the project so I have partner again. Hope she will contribute a lot :p Personal good news: I know one truth, an important truth that I know by coincidence. No, I won't tell you, let it be my dirty litle secret. Let's say that the news has helped me mapping my situation. At least I won't hear the same song all the time. You are smiling now, aren't you?

Bad news? some shit happens, oh well let's differentiate between the two. Bad news is I haven't met you :( I miss you a lot! I need to see you smile at me. Bad news is some folks messed things up, unimportant but disturbing. We need to find a way out, oh I know, you'll suggest me to be the peacemaker, won't you? Nope, count me out this time, I have enough burden to ease, though it's damn tempting :)

Now about "shit happens", I lost my gadgets, 3 cellphones!!! Crap! Oh well, shit happens. Tp udah dpt gantinya sih, much better :D enggak semahal yg kubayangkan whehew... oh by the way, on the process of finding new gadget, I've suceeded messing up one of his days haha... he was so sweet that day. No, it is one of "shit happens". Kayaknya lebih enak klo dku cerita langsung deh bukan lewat surat gini hehe... soalnya pengen liat cengiran lebarmu sekaligus jitakan sayangmu hahaha... so kapan kita bertemu? saat Adam memberikan rusuknya pada Hawa? atau ketika Tuhan mengambil dari Adam tanpa sepengetahuannya? Halah!

Don't laugh, we can stop dreaming, but we can't stop loving. Come on... you know it's true. Even if am hooking up with someone or you're dating a barbie girl, still... love is hangin' in the air.

Oh ya, the love haha... at this part you may laugh and mock me, go ahead Luv, I know you just can't stand not to do that things you do. Well yes, the sun is shining my world. Well, he's still the same man I care. Dunno where this path lead us, but one thing for sure, we'll walk this path better. One honesty that followed by thousands lies. What's good about it? ask me not, I don't know, but God knows.

This is a jumping-ideas-letter, isn't it? Oh well, shit happens, life is not always easy, like this letter hehee...


... dan mari kita bertemu, bahkan sebelum Adam dan Hawa menyadari rasa iri kita.
luv,

-onk-